It is late in the evening. It is guiet, still and peacefull. You have the wish to say something in order to see whether there can be heard a noise in the silence. It is time when you are alone with yourself. There is no place you can hide or get lost. You can not get asleep – maybe because of the coffee you have drunk today or because you have got so many things to think about.

Tonight I was back from work earlier than the previous times. I work as a waitress in a pizzaria. I can not say that it is the kind or work I have dreamed of but it satisfies me to some extents. I have been working for a month and I am looking forward to receive my first salary. I am glad that they gave me the chance to work because I had no experience. It was difficult for me at the beginning - I was very embarrassed and nervous and I could not remember the errands but I am sure that it will be allright after sometime.

I like the way I live – I have got a job, study at the university even though I do not like the subject – I want to study lawness or medicine

But both of them are not at all easy and cost a lot of money.

I would like to have an interesting life. One of my wishes is to be a secret service man – to have a life full of danger. Also I want to be able to fly an airplane. But most of all I want to be happy no matter what my occupation is.

I live in a hostle and I like the evenings when we get together and spend the night talking, dancing playing games and drinking.

My friends think that I am a very strange person and I am not created to live on the Earth but on some other planet far away from here. I am frank, sincere and kind but sometimes when I am in bad mood, I can be a realy horrible.

I like to read books, to walk around, to listen to the music, to meet with friends but recently I have not got much spare time to devote to these activities. But I do not complain because there was a time when I have so free time that I was wondering most of it what to do and was bored and in difficulties trying to find a proper way to spend the time.

It is difficult for me to talk about myself maybe because I do not know myself very well – sometimes I am amazed, sometimes bored, there is time when I can not stand myself and another – when I am pleased with myself as if I am another person and can go away from myself whenever I want – but the truth is that I can not escape and what I am and what I do depends on me. Because everyone can be what he/she wants to be. Everyone controls his/her destuny. Everyone is responsible for his/her actions and is the one to blame if there is something wrong in his/her life. Everyone of as has spend a lot nights in bed trying to find, searching for the meaning of his/her life and now he is quite sure that he has found it – to help the others, make them happy because you can be really happy surrounded by people who like and love you and are ready to secrifice themselves like you do.

In conclusion I can say that I am what I am. I am unpredictable. Sometimes I do not know what I will say or do in the next moment. Sometimes I am afraid of myself, I can not rely or trust of myself. I do not often take myself seriously and it is easier to live this way.